Bad Boy's Girl

       I was a guy who love to chase,

To eat every new bird around me was one of my taste,

My family was full of freedom,

I used to talk to people as if I am the prince and  they live in my kingdom,

For me life was only to enjoy I never care about studies,

To keep myself happy was only my responsibilities,

I act reckless and played many stunt,

I never cared, act spontaneously no matter who is in front,

The people around me was totally devasted and I search for happiness in my craziness,

And their she comes with her smile she illuminate my darkness,

She was looking at me with full of surprise,

And for the moment everything stops and my heart began to flies,

I thought i can never fall in love, love at first sight was out of my case,

But her smile, the mesmerising brown eyes were so elegant which made me a wace ,

She was congratulating me for my stupid stunt,

I was so lossed in her, my feelings about her which  I was about to  confront,

She was an adorable girl while I was a cocky bastard,

When she laugh at my stupid jokes l feel like a world I have conquered,

She was so delicate like a spider web

Which I feel dreadful to touch, 

As if I will break my angel I was devil, monster as such,

She was the only one with whom I shared my vulnerability,

She understands me so well as it was one of her ability,

I showed her my monster side which she was not afraid of,

It was her care and affection which I beloved,

One day I expressed my feelings for her and told her to be mine,

But she was not ready though somewhere I thought she loved me and their I was totally broken and I was not fine ,

She told me we can be friends and stay happy ,

I never let people in, and for once I did and she throw's me out of her life like a child dirty nappy,

My heart was broken into many peices each peice shattering the different sound,

It seems she kicked me into a deep ocean and I just drowned,

Their was agony of pain,and all my hopes just died,

I just wish this harsh reality I could denied,

For days I mourn my body lived while my soul died,

The water I drank was less than the amount of tears I cried,

And thats what a life gifted me when I turn to be good,

The people eat you from every angle as if you are of of their favourite food,

And that emptiness, which never leave you in your life, 

Those are my haunted lonely dark roads which I wish I never had drived

I love you not because anything you have, but because something I feel when I am near you