Hey, I am fine

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Others think that i don't have any difficulties in my life my life is at ease
But who knows my soul is not in peace
All predict me as  i am emotionally strong
i cry over every little things at night all their  prediction are wrong
They only see what i allow them to show
But what's the circumstances i am facing no one literally knows
They think i am happy because i carry a smile on my face,
But who knows behind that pretty smile their are so many sorrow which nobody can trace
People thinks when you share sorrow it reduces it get dissolve
But when you actually share it, it becomes gossip and joke  which would revolve
When you hide your circumstances from other they think you are smart
But, hiding your love ones flaws sounds easy but its actually hard
Its the close person who has a power to hurt
In front of others i am evergreen but alone i am an old desert
Others slanders me an i am used to now i don't react
Everyone team up and torture me its the real fact
I feel lifeless and desperate
I doubt my own self do i deserve any kind of self respect
I wish to run away from everything as no one really  understand me
But running  away is not the solution i believe  one day sun will shine than  how beautiful the scenario would be

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